Saturday, April 10, 2021

Citrus Country 3 Crusade Update

 “What will the day look like when we do get to go back to prison?”  This has been the question at the front of my mind during the entire shutdown/quarantine time of 2020 and early 2021.  Would they make us mask up in the outfield?  Would they make us socially distance during the games? Would they only let the inmate team out or would we get to minister to the entire yard?  Once we figure out the health crisis stuff, what would our team look like?  Would our teammates want to come back?  Would anyone still want to do this?  What if they all found other things they wanted to do?  Then what about lawmakers and prison officials?  Would government officials keep prisons locked down?  Will the state phases allow us to visit?  These are things that I wondered as the calendar flipped over to 2021.  While I wondered and tried to make sense of it all, God continued to be sovereign and faithful.  In Genesis 18, Abraham and Sarah have doubts about whether or not God would deliver on His promise to give them a son.  God responds in verse 14 by telling them, “Is anything too hard for the Lord?”. In Ephesians 3, Paul tells the Ephesian church in verse 20, that God is able to do far more abundantly than all that we ask or think.  We serve that same God and nothing is too hard for Him, including prison ministry!

While I pondered and wondered what would come next, God was already preparing and providing an opportunity for our team to visit three prisons in Florida.  He then provided a team made up guys to go.  We all shared the same eagerness to get back to what we love doing, sharing the Gospel on softball fields in prisons. 

We all gathered together as a team near Atlanta and made the trip to Central Florida.  After a long year of not being on a team and putting on a uniform, it was good to be on a bus with teammates, yukking it up with some of my best friends. 

Our first visit was Polk CI on April 9th.  We saw a pretty large crowd in the yard and behind the fence next to the field.  We all had some rust to knock off since we hadn’t done this in a while but we won the morning game pretty easily.  During the preaching time, my good friend Ed Mosely shared his testimony and the Gospel.  Ed does a good job of explaining the severity of our sin and how it damaged our relationship with God, and, because He is a holy God, it called for a price to be paid.  He then shared how Jesus died for our sins and how our faith in Him takes that penalty away from us.  Ed demonstrates this by throwing a softball across the field.  It makes for a really good illustration and is really impressive because Ed can throw a softball a long ways!

After the morning session, we went to a local BBQ restaurant.  One of the things I missed the most about the ministry is getting to hang out with my teammates over a meal.  We talked about things like our churches, our families, and our favorite professional sports.  This isn’t anything new but it always refreshes my soul to spend time with these guys. 

We returned for the afternoon session.  We won again fairly easily.  We played well again despite not getting any games in for over a year but we found out that the inmate team hadn’t had a whole of practice either.  In fact, they picked the team based on an indoor kickball tournament! 

During the afternoon session, Rodney Stewart shared his testimony of salvation and Jimmy Cochran shared the Gospel.  Jimmy does a great job of sharing the Gospel clearly in the prison yards.  While Jimmy was preaching, there was a yard callback for everyone but the team and umpires.  This does happen sometimes and it stinks for the one speaking because they have to adjust their message on the fly so that people can hear the Gospel before they leave.  Jimmy did a good job transitioning and while his message did not go as he had planned, it was good to hear one of my teammates sharing about our Lord again.  We took the field again and finished the day winning another game against the inmate team. 

When we got back to our rental house it was my job to share the team devotions.  My devotion topic was “The Local Church”.  I covered “What is the Church”, “Why Church is Essential”, and “What if we don’t feel like going to Church”.  On a team our size, we had several different churches and church sizes represented.  It was good share God’s Word and discuss it as a group of believers. 

The next morning we visited Avon Park CI.  I had been there before but not since 2013.  We played well in the field.  In fact, after not picking up a bat in 2020, I managed to have a 4 hit game! My teammate and roommate for the trip was Ronnie Kosovan.  During the break in between games, he and I walked to the other end of the prison yard to hand out literature and talk to guys.  We ran into a guy who believed in higher powers but didn’t necessarily believe in the God of the Bible.  He believed that we should live in awe of the beauty of the earth and that everyone was either good or could be good.  We were able to talk with him and share the Gospel.  The man did not make a decision at that time, but I was very proud of Ronnie who very clearly explained that no one was good and that we need a Savior.  We won again after the preaching time.  It is a Saints tradition that we end every day by standing shoulder to shoulder and making a circle with the inmates around the pitcher’s mound.  We tell them one last time that God loves them and that He loves them so much that He sent His Son to die for them and that they need to repent and believe. 

This trip was a blessing on several fronts.  I am thankful that God provided a place and time for us to serve again.  I was so uncertain that this would happen, and it what was good to see God provide us with this trip.  I have no clue what the rest of the year will look like.  It appears that Florida will be open for us to make more visits, but despite the uncertainty, I know that God is in control and that He is good!  I’m looking forward to our next trip whenever that may be!


Friday, April 9, 2021

Citrus Country 3 Crusade Starts Today!

 Dear Friends and Family,

This has been an exciting week.  I was able to get tickets and attend my first Cubs game in over a year.  It was great to see the Wrigley Field marquee, it was nice to see the neighborhood buzzing around the ballpark, and it was refreshing to hear the organist playing before the game.  As we walked through the turnstiles, we heard an usher say, “Welcome back to Wrigley Field!”.  I actually had a few tears start to well up as I heard that.  Wrigley Field holds a special place in my heart as it holds both several of my favorite memories of my childhood and adult life.   It has been less than a week later and I find myself waiting to board a plane to Atlanta, GA.  I am on my way to meet up with 13 brothers in the Lord as we will depart for Central Florida to visit and share the Gospel in 3 prisons.  Being welcomed back to Wrigley Field was cool but being welcomed back to minister in prison is a real blessing and an answer to prayer. 

Here are a few prayer requests for our team this coming weekend:

Traveling Mercies– There are 14 men going on this trip.  Most of the team is from Georgia but I will be flying in from Peoria while another guy flies in from New Jersey.  We will also spend quite a bit of time traveling by bus.  We will not be using the Illinois Saints bus as it is quarantined because it tested positive…as in we’re positive we’re not taking it to Florida!

Please pray that transportation won’t be a hindrance to sharing the Gospel this week!

Team Unity– While everyone on this trip is a veteran missionary athlete, we all feel like rookies again as we get to finally go back in.  This is a very excited and eager group of men and we will be spending several days together. Please pray that fellowship will be sweet and morale will be high as we serve together.

Team Performance– Full disclosure- this trip came up quick and the quarantine lifestyle hasn’t exactly put me in my best athletic shape.  A few of my teammates would tell you the same thing.  However, this is a really talented team that we have put together.  Please pray that we are able to play well and that we earn the respect of the inmates. If we play well and earn their respect, they will be more likely to stick around and listen to us share the Gospel.

Please pray for tired arms, legs, shoulders, knees, elbows, and backs as we go through the weekend!

Speakers– Pray for the Missionary Athletes who will be sharing their testimonies of how they met Jesus and for the Missionary Athletes who will be sharing the Gospel.  I don’t have an assigned speaking spot but please pray that I will have some one-on-one time in the yard and that I can share the Gospel and pray with the men.  Also pray for me as I will be leading the team devotions each evening. 

Families– Each of the 14 Missionary Athletes are leaving a family at home so they can minister this weekend. Please pray for all of the wives who have to brave work and parenting by themselves.  I used to write this part of the email thinking of leaving my wife with a house full of small kids but these days my kids are old enough that they are driving themselves around and are pretty self-sufficient!  Please pray for safety for our kids and for our wives as they minister at home!  

Inmates– Most importantly, pray for the men that we will encounter as they are the purpose of this trip.  Jesus says in Matthew 28:19a, “Go therefore and make disciples of all nations,”  He also says in John 6:44, “No one can come to me unless the Father who sent me draws him.  And I will raise him up on the last day”. 

Please pray that God works in the inmate’s hearts and that they hear the Gospel and will see a need in their lives to follow Jesus.  Softball is fun, the fellowship with other missionary athletes is precious, but sharing the Gospel behind the prison walls is why we are going.  Please pray that our trip is fruitful for the Glory of God!

Thank you in advance for the prayer support and for all of the encouragement many of you have been over the last several years!  This is the most excited I’ve been about a Saints trip in a long time.  Lord willing, the wait will be over and we will be on the field this weekend! 

I’m looking forward to sharing the stories from this trip!

Please keep checking my Facebook page for updates throughout the week!


Thursday, April 1, 2021

Inside the Mind of Gibby – Confessions of a Useless Missionary

I wish I had a more epic story about how I have spent the last 12 months. I wish I could tell you a tale of how I spent my year of social distancing at a forgotten village in the Himalayas being trained by Liam Neeson, John MacArthur, and Jedi Ghost Don Zimmer. Once the pandemic was over, I would be ready to be the best prison minister, missionary athlete, and vigilante of all time. Unfortunately, I don’t have anything quite that interesting.

But even in the pandemic, God chose to encourage me as a missionary athlete. One of the highlights of my past year was attending my church’s annual missions conference. This conference always rekindles a spark in my heart for what we do in prison. This year, more than others, it made me really, really miss a normal Saints season. Here are some of my major takeaways from our missions conference.

I Underappreciated Spending a Day in Prison

A visiting missionary to Bradley University had a term for time spent discipling college students – he called it Life-on-Life time. This involved his living room being filled with college students who piled their shoes up at his front door, ate all of the food in his kitchen, and learned the Bible together with him in his living room. As he showed the slides of them spending time ministering this way, my heart sank and missed spending a day in prison. I missed the games, but I really missed the conversations in the grass by the softball fields, sitting across from inmates during a prison meal, and praying with guys who may have heard the Gospel for the first time. Life-on-Life time as I know it!

God’s Word Changes Hearts

Another missionary was a young lady who is translating the Bible into the different Nigerian languages. She talked about what it meant for people to hear God’s Word in their own native language; how people’s eyes would light up or even fill with tears when they finally heard the Bible in their own language. Hebrews 4:12 tells us, “For the word of God is living and active, sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing to the division of soul and of spirit, of joints and of marrow, and discerning the thoughts and intentions of the heart.” I reflected on what a privilege it is to preach the Word to the inmates that we see. My teammates and I have also seen eyes light up and men start to cry when the Word pierces their heart and strikes at the core of who they are! There are several things I miss about our visits, but I really miss sharing the life changing news of the Gospel out on the prison yard.

Confessions of a Useless Missionary

One of the things that struck me the most was something that one of the missionaries said in passing. He talked about all of the mistakes that he had made over 20 years in ministry and jokingly said that he could write a book called, “Confessions of a Useless Missionary.” We discussed how God extends grace and works through us, despite our sin nature and imperfections. This hit home for me as I have made more mistakes as a missionary athlete and as a coach than I ever care to admit. I keep a small journal on my phone, with the title of one section being “Things I would tell myself if I could go back to 2011.” One of my entries is: “It takes 10 years to get 10 years of experience.” Since launching the IL team in 2011, I have spent a few Saturday evenings discouraged after a prison visit; about something I may have said incorrectly when sharing the Gospel, of not having the right answer for an inmate’s question at the correct moment, or with struggling over some aspect of trying to lead our team. This missionary’s conversation was an encouragement to me.

2 Corinthians 12:9 tells us, “My grace is sufficient for you, for My power is made perfect in weakness.” If we didn’t make any mistakes or didn’t have any discouragement, we would be tempted to take all of the glory for ourselves and not give it to God. This missions conference showed me that God is still at work and that the Gospel is still going out. I have never had a better appreciation for missions and I can’t wait for our first Saturday visit, whenever that may be!

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